I’m all over the place but I don’t care about structure right now
Damn to think that something that happened years ago could still control my life, all I think about lately is her , and how her life ended, and how I don’t know if the last face she saw was mine or his.. “him” the unnamed but yet not the unforgotten That we want him to be. It’s sucks to know that she’s not here , and the reason she isnt sucks more, she didn’t deserve to go , she was just starting to live , we were just becoming a family, I was just beginning to know her , the only memories of her I have is the night she died and her giving me a bottle of straw berry milk I remeber sitting in his stomach playing with a puzzle on him. I often wonder I I would have a brother or a sister , or what her voice sounds like when she says I love you or I’m proud of you baby , I just miss her so much , spiritually she’s still here but that’s not enough rip mommy I love you
The beginning to a new start <3
I called him babe for the first time tonight , it felt so right , and his reaction was just … Perfect
That awkward moment when you can’t tell if someone is a guy or a girl or not
Because they either look like this
Or this
And sometimes even this
And then you are just there like
(Source: alangwiggy)
Im so sorry :’(
What the fuck Genesis -_______-‘
Last night wasn’t a fucking reason to do that -.-






